First, I want to say that I always write and blog when I am happy, and things are going well. As a blogger, I always want to be truthful, transparent, intentional, and upfront. Most days, I am upbeat and ready to conquer the world. There are also “One of Those Days.” Well, I am having one of those “Other of Those Days.”
I am having one of those days where I want to crawl back into bed and have a good cry.
I am having one of those days where everything seems to go wrong.
Woke up late.
Trash all over the yard from the animals.
Slow cars
Back up at the gate
&
I left my glasses at home.
I am having one of those days where right now, I don’t want to look on the bright side.
I am having one of those days where although it is sunny outside I feel like it is raining.
I am having one of those days where life does not seem fair.
I am having one of those days where I question my past, and every decision I have made.
I am having one of those days where I question my purpose and my existence.
I am having one of those days where nothing at all seems clear or make sense.
I am having one of those days where I don’t want to be strong.
I am having one of those days where I feel that I am not good enough.
I am having one of those days where my dark safe place starts to look good again.
I am having one of those days where I think, “What is the true meaning of life.”
I am having one of those days where old thoughts and fears want to creep back in my head.
I am having one of those days where even though I am having “One of Those Days,” I can’t reside here.
Even though I am having one of those days, I won’t allow the enemy to disrupt my progress.
Even though I am having one of those days, I won’t give the enemy any victory over my day.
Even though I am having one of those days, I won’t fall back into the enemy trap of depression.
Even though I am having one of those days, I can see past the enemy distractions and illusions.
Even though I am having one of these days, I DO know where my help and strength comes from.
Even though I am having one of these days, I am here, surviving, thriving, and I am living.
Even though he may have gotten a moment, the battle is still won by Jesus. Therefore, I am still winning!
Blessings and Love to you all!